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story time [25 May 2003|11:07pm]

ninvampiress
[ mood | creative ]

I awoke in the middle of the night. I was shivering and mindlessly clutching his arm; trying, unsuccessfully, to suck eough warmth from his fingertips to thaw myself, inside and out. I turned from my back to face him and he woke up.

"Are you cold?" That sweet, rough, middle-of-the-night whisper. Oh, how I had missed it. In responce, I curled up and rested my head on his warm chest. My frozen hand settled on his belly and he groaned sleepily. Instead, I wrapped my arm around his waist, sliding my hand underneath him, and slid my body down to rest on his tummy. I let my lips graze his deliciously smooth skin and I pressed my nose into his bellybutton. He pulled the blanket up over my head and rubbed some feeling back into my bare arm before sleep once again took over.

I awoke with a stream of light from between the curtains beating upon my eyelids. I could see the redness of my veins, feel the sun trying to pry open my sleepy eyes. My arm was asleep. He was lying on it. No, I was lying on it. I had my leg relaxed across his thighs, half of my body on top of his. I lifted my head from his chest; from that sweet, innocent, starting-out-the-day skin of his upper body. I looked at his face, moved my body up so i could kiss his half-open mouth. He went on sleeping and I slowly crawled over him and out of bed. I sat on the cold hardwood floor and unzipped my suitcase. Once I had slipped on a sweatshirt, I lifted the layers of clothing to reveal the large wooden case sitting snug and patient along the bottom of my luggage. I pulled it out and felt his eyes on me. I apologized for waking him up and he asked what I was doing.

"Come back to bed," he said. I only smiled and carefully pulled out my Strathmore.

"Toss me a pillow," I said as I scooted back to the wall. He pulled the fluffy one from under his lovely body. "No, you need that one." He replaces it and throws me the smashed one. Thin, but a savoir from the hard floor nonetheless. I place it underneath me and lean against the wall, bending my knees up and feeling the cold floor against my once warm bare feet. Then I take up my Strathmore and flip through the private moments, the uncontrolled tears, the lost smiles, and the self-abuse. Once I find a blank page I open the wooden case. I fix my eyes on Nik, taking in the colors of his flesh. Then I shake my head; he has propped himself on an elbow. "Your arm will fall asleep," I say. "Lean against the wall." So he lazily sits up and slumps himself against the maroon (pink) wallpaper. I set the paper on the floor and get up. I looked at him for a second and sat next to him on the bed. He watched my eyes as they poured over his body; my mind working, formulating poses. I unbutton an extra button at the top of his white cotton shirt, then a bottom one. I lay the edges out against his thighs to contrast with his black jeans and sit back to examine. It wouldn't matter what paper I used, the white wouldn't show up enough. I walked over to his closet and pawed through the various colors and textures. I plucked a dark blue button-up from its hanger and returned to the bed. We remained silent as I undressed him. He sat up so I could pull oe shirt off and the other on. He leaned back again and I put a few buttons into place. Yes, that would work nicely.

"Comfy?" I ask. Surely his back would get sore being slouched like that. I pulled on his shoulders and placed the pillow along his lower back. He smiled at me in thanks and I turned to resume my station under the window. He caught my shoulder so I turned back. He placed both hands on either side of my head and pulled me in for a kiss filled with morning breath and perfect contention. I lingered a moment and sat back on the pillow.

I contemplated using a grey instead of trying to perfect his flesh, as I often did when I was in a rush or gloomy mood. Certainly not the time nor place for hastiness, I'd have to opt for perfection. I picked up the worn-down pale and began to sketch.

The outline of his head was pure magnificence. I began on his body, relaxing farther into concentration as the blue worked smoothly on its own. My meditation was hardly broken when Nik's stepmother poked her head in the door to invite us out to breakfast. We kindly refused adn I barely acknowledged the sound of the car pulling away. Nike gazed out the window for a moment, then back at me.

"We're home alone," he said.
"Uh-huh."
"Put that up, get into bed." I hadn't been working long, if I stopped now it could poetentially ruin everything. I frowned. Well, he had gotten out of position anyway. I set my Strathmore on the floor in front of me and looked at the page. The smudged outlines had yet to look like anything much and I prayed for it to turn out. I placed the pastel inside the outline of his shirt, stood up, stepped over my Strathmore and crawled up onto the bed to straddle his thighs. He placed his hands on my hips and I pressed the middle finger of my right hand against his chest. I moved my finger all the way down to his bellybutton, leaving a dull blue streak on his skin. I smiled, pleased with the idea of his and my art becoming one. I leaned in and kissed him, bring my hand up to run my finger along his jawline. Another blue line, another step in becoming a walking masterpiece. Suddenly, I wished I were a painter. GivinMy mouth hung half-open, in a slight, relexive grin as my clouded grey eyes followed my finger from the top of his forehead to the tip of his nose. Barely noticable. I licked my finger and pressed it firmly along his collar bone. Giving up, I allowed my hands to graze his skin, flattening my palms to his sides. I felt him breathe, I felt his live. My eyes did a ballet upon his stomach; upon the sporatic few freckles. They finally rested on his own eyes, which lovingly held mine.

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Pretty arts!! ^.^ [23 May 2003|02:26am]

jet_leonheart
[ mood | calm ]

Psuedo-DragonCollapse )

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ta da! [20 May 2003|06:37pm]

ninvampiress
*clears throat*

~Sweet Fever~

I hope you don't mind
that I drove all night
just to meet you
and I traveled for weeks
without any sleep
'cause I missed you

What would you say
if you saw me today
get the door
would you smile or cry
with that glint in your eye
I'm at your door

Baby, it's been too long
alone
the stars burned out long ago
It's been too hot
but I'm too cold
the sweet fever put on a show

I hope you don't mind
that I steered through the smoke
just to hold you
and I journeyed for years
through unfocused tears
so I could taste you

What would you say
if my heart had turned grey
and I wasn't there at your door
would you break down and cry
with those storms in your eyes
and turn your back on the door

Baby, it's been too long
alone
the stars burned out long ago
It's been too hot
but I'm too cold
the sweet fever plays me a show

I hope you don't mind
that I stopped for a time
'cause I was fearful
and I cried for an hour
inside a hot shower
just to be careful

What would you say
if you heard me today
get the phone
would you agree
could I make you see
that you're better off alone

Baby, it's been too long
alone
the stars burned out long ago
It's been too hot
but I'm too cold
the sweet fever puts on a show

I hope you don't mind
if I crawl back in time
so I can curl up with the past
'cause I know how it feels
you're the only thing real
and I'll stop time to make this last

What would you say
if I was sorry today
please baby take down your guard
I broke down and cried
with these half-closed eyes
but I never tried very hard

Baby, it's been too long
alone
the stars burned out long ago
It's been too hot
but I'm too cold
the sweet fever played me a show
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maybe theres glitter in my brain...?.... [08 May 2003|09:28pm]

sarah1717
[ mood | restless ]

do any of you have websites or webpages? i have a geocities site, its www.geocities.com/sarahs_haven17 ...if you visit it, sign the g/b or post a reply to let me know what you think...

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[08 May 2003|03:33pm]

sarah1717
[ mood | bitchy ]

god its freaking hot here (conore, texas) i swear. my mother is being a bitch telling me to go clean the pool (im grounded for smoking weed and leaving the house with a monior driving-its illegal here for someone under 18 to drive a minor). My inner slacker is saying- "noooooo!!!!!bitch!!!!!!go to hell!!!!" -but, my -" i dont want to be grounded longer and have to hear her bitch anymore"- self is saying "do it. get it over with." woe is me...all i want to do is surf the net and go to sleep.

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Just a little advertising ^.^|| [06 May 2003|09:40pm]

jet_leonheart
[ mood | sleepy ]

Hi. How's things around here? I was busy slacking at a friends house this weekend, so I didn't get to write. Anyroad, I made my own community if anyones interested, it's not as cool as this one of course. But it's my very first one and I am kinda proud ^.^ It's called The_Calm_Lands and it's for all the Final Fantasies there are in video-gamedom ^.^

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dashboard.. [06 May 2003|08:54pm]

casualwarfare
[ mood | busy ]



its like five seconds from my house. like i can walk there in less than five minutes. people should come because it would be fun and shiz. plus they have these great big couches in the back to sit in and stuffs. O.o;; also.. i loff chris carrabba.

<3toria

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crap-ola! [05 May 2003|04:03pm]

sarah1717
[ mood | restless ]

I have now advanced my level of slacker-ness (slacki-ness?) to a subconcious level. I was supposed to stay after school today to finsh corrections on 2 algebra tests i failed. It completly slipped my mind, and this was VERY, VERY important to (hopefully) bring up my failing algebra grade....so the only conclusion i can come up with is that my subconcious is becoming a lazy, sneaky little thing and is ruining my life!!! Does anyne know polynomials and quadratics by the way?.....

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I'm just stiring things up a little bit. [05 May 2003|02:22am]

jet_leonheart
[ mood | frustrated ]

Ugh...their talking about age on 'Scovery again. And about how one day we'll be immortal. I got sick to my stomach (literally) when I heard that. Stupid, stupid people. They don't understand that aging is there for a reason, that it's not a disease, it's a natural process. They don't think about the concequences. Maybe I'm weird, maybe I'm insane, I don't know, but I don't want to be immortal, and all I can see it as is a curse, not only on human beings, but on the planet. I mean, why don't they think about the reality of it? People would have babies, and they wouldn't die, and then their children would have babies, and they wouldn't die, and so one, and so forth, until there is no more room for anything on this poor planet. No grass, no trees, no food, no oxigen....they'd die a slow death of starvation. A just reward for our arrogance. Why can't they see what a stupid, stupid endevor this is? It almost makes me want to cry. But no one thinks about it. All they think about is never growing old. Not having wrinkles...looking the same at 80 as they did at 20. Petty, petty things. I'm not afraid of grey hair, or wrinkles. I may want to loose weight, but thats more of a health issue than an asthetic one. We are the enigneers of our own demise. Sadly however, that demise will likely take many other totally innocent lifeforms with it....

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sad story [03 May 2003|11:15pm]

casualwarfare
[ mood | sad ]

okay i admit that a really good friendship between a 17 year old girl and a 14 year old boy it slightly odd, but in no way innapropriate. i would think so especially since neither is romantically interested, and since the girl thinks of the boy as and calls him her little brother. but for some reason, everyone hates that they are friends and gets mad at them for it. it makes the girl really sad because she loves her little brother ver much and trusts him alot and really really loves talking to him and hanging out with him and being friends with him and connecting with him and stuffs and sometimes she cries when people get mad.

why cant the people just let the younger boy and the little girl be friends? its a cruel world.

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Alright, here's some arts for y'all ^.^ [03 May 2003|12:51am]

jet_leonheart
[ mood | awake ]

HarleCollapse )

Wanna see more? Go here:

http://www.vauss.com/nanami/gallery/the_gally

And please, comment on the ones you like!! ^.^

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[02 May 2003|11:08pm]

sweet_disease
So, it's time for my little post for me to share some local bands that are.. not from my area with you people of my community.

First I'll start off with two great punk bands from Baton Rouge.

Nullified:

Nullified is a punk band out of Baton Rouge. I own their one and only CD "Eat at Mo's" via a old friend of mine who snagged it while he was visiting there. Their site has info on the band's history, member info, the basic stuff.

If you don't want to deal with Tripod then and still want to hear the band's music, here's some linkage to some mp3s from the site:

Nullified- Hometown Pride
Nullified- Mouse
Nullified- Real Men

Badfish:

Badfish is another punk band out of Baton Rouge. They're unsigned. Get to their site here. And on another note, all Baton Rouge punk bands seem to place their sites on tripod. :P

Their mp3s are only downloadable through mp3.com. But t's free. And I got my mp3.com account just for Badfish. Was worth it. :) Here's their mp3.com site.

Next up I have a rock group based out of Denver.

The Stained Glass Perspective:

A nice solid band. You really just have to hear them to see if you'd like them or not. Check out thir site. While you're there you might want scroll down a little on the page to check out Delo, HeadStash, And Rock Cadillac.

I'm going to end this all off with a hard rock band from Philadelphia. They're called Big Green Limo. Everything you'd want to know about them and more you can find here. And you can listen to the title track off of their only CD still in print anymore here.

And there we have it! Until next time..

End.
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[01 May 2003|09:03pm]

jet_leonheart
[ mood | content ]

Haha! I've been slacking so much I haven't even written in my LJ! O.O All I've been doing is writing my fanfiction :þ And drawing my art...ahh..now thats relaxin ^.^

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[01 May 2003|05:00pm]

fluffylizard
ambition is just a poor excuse for not having enough sence to be lazy
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hmmmm... [29 Apr 2003|10:45am]

sarah1717
[ mood | tired ]

well, i am new so i thought i'd make an introduction by posting my current form of slacking. I'm in the computer lab 4th period geography, and i am so happy i found this community. random phrases i hear: "i know she'll come in right when i throw it", "they call it the Texas whore house", "doesnt your sister work there?", "she printed to the wrong room, i wonder which one...?", "sam, mrs. cromien wants you", "just like rooney, WHAT!, OMG"......so as you can see, I am bored....slightly amused...not really...

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[25 Apr 2003|12:06pm]

ninvampiress
"So he sat right next to me and I could feel that post-stress twitch, try as he might to hide it. I felt ridiculous for being so calm. Now I'd surely be too forward, I'd scare him off somehow. I asked, Do you want me to leave? And he said no and apologized. I said, Time sure is slow in the mornings, isn't it? He smiled and fingered the scar. I had my own to trace my fingers along, but the only sense they were acknowledged by was sight. The rising sun gave the stains on the sheets a grey tint. He'd have to throw them out, blood doesn't wash."

To Be Continued... *makes Twilight Zone noise...*
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Art. [24 Apr 2003|12:01am]

sweet_disease
[ mood | tired ]

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try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works out... [22 Apr 2003|04:11pm]

ninvampiress
i guess the joke's on me.

i seem to deeply loathe people who steal their classmates' essay topics. especially when they're supposed to be your "friend."
speaking of friends. i need more. add me. and tell me and i'll add you. you know how it works. thank you. now i have to go study my ass off for the exam tomorrow. *waves goodbye*
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[21 Apr 2003|05:43pm]

casualwarfare
[ mood | amused ]

today i was sitting in class today and i realized that i havent actualy done any homework at home in weeks. i always either do it in class the day we get it, in starbucks after skool with my friends, or in class the day its due. at home i slack off and sit at the computer and watch tv and movies and eat. oh well. here are some song lyrics for you.

i had opinions
that didnt matter
i had a brain
that felt like pancake batter
i had a backyard
with nothing in it
except a stick
a dog
and a box with somethin in it
the hardest button to button, o-ohh.

&&&-toria-&&&

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[21 Apr 2003|03:08pm]

ninvampiress
[ mood | creative ]

where is everybody? well, i guess i'm forced to sing the group back together... (yeah, it's been what, two days since someone last posted... and i freak out. sigh.)


"Take Me Home"

Sitting alone
all day in her room
nothing she needs but that one
Trudging along
like hands on the clock
yeah, she tries
but oh how she cries
Take me home
I can't be alone
this can't be the end
please send for me
Take me out
I scream and I shout
so cold and inane
it's only this pain for me
So far away
she whispers in vain
if only you'll hear me tonight
make this right
Seek me like treasure
keep me for pleasure
look in her eyes
see how she cries
Take me home
I can't be alone
this can't be the end
please send for me
Take me out
I scream and I shout
so cold and inane
it's only this pain for me
Try as she might
she can't take flight
can't run to what matters the most
Can't do more than cry
can't be looked in the eye
those happy days drift by
with no one by her side
Take me home
I can't be alone
this can't be the end
please send for me
Take me out
I scream and I shout
so cold and inane
it's only this pain for me

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